Sunday, January 20, 2013

Battles [and the one that makes me want to fight]


Something in me rages when I see young girls trying to find purpose in their lives…and instead of going to God with it, they find ways to occupy themselves…movies, fashion, boys, books, music, friends, and the list goes on…they get frustrated when they feel like there’s no purpose and no ‘place’ for them in this world…they search for approval and don’t always find it…due to insecurities, they don’t feel comfortable with being themselves…they search for others who they can be like and who will give them the approval they long for…but it isn’t there…and that longing won’t ever leave when they continue to look for it in people who aren’t perfect.

 

It’s a battle that most [and most likely all] girls fight and often it isn’t fought right…it seems to be a physical battle of fearing what other people think of you, but dear readers, we have to be spiritually equipped for this battle…no matter what the battle is that you are facing, whether spiritual or physical, you have to be spiritually ready!

 

I fear for the futures of these young girls whose lives need to be encouraged…who may be hurting in more ways than I even know…I often think of myself in this same situation… do I really go to God with all of my problems?  Do I really focus on Him and trust that He has made me the way I am for a purpose?  I know that my life is to bring honor and glory to Him, but do I really act on that?

 

This morning my father preached a sermon on spiritual warfare…[actually, he is doing a series right now]…this morning was the second sermon and he talked about the armor of God…here are a few of my notes:

 

Every battle you face, whether spiritual or physical, you must be spiritually prepared.

David fought a spiritual battle against Goliath, but he was spiritually prepared.

David knew his position and that he was on the winning side.

Spiritual warfare is life!

 

We must put on the whole armor of God:

-Belt of Truth-this holds everything in place…we need to know truth!

-Breastplate of Righteousness

-Feet with Preparation of the Gospel of Peace

-Shield of Faith-faith comes from choosing to believe God

            .faith is the victory that overcomes the world.

-Helmet of Salvation-you need to know where you stand with Christ…

-Sword of the Spirit-study the Word…daily.  Memorize much.

 

Once you have put all of this on, you are to Pray Always.

:this will remind you that we ARE in a battle

:we won’t be caught off guard

:we can assist others in their battle

 

Many times Christians don’t put on their armor and they live a defeated life.

 

I hope that you aren't being defeated in life!  It’s not just the girls that my heart goes out to, but to all of us…we need to be prepared to fight…We are on the winning team…Don’t walk around defeated!

I know there are areas in my life that I haven’t put on all of the armor…and I still have much to learn…and as I feel God calling me to help these young girls who are fighting and struggling through battles, I need to make sure that I am prepared...spiritually!  Even to fight the battles that I face from day to day, I need to know His Word…and I need to be fully dressed in the armor of God!

 

Thursday, January 10, 2013

.two.thousand.and.thirteen.


This year is going to be amazing…lots of new adventures await!  This long mental list is going to be accomplished and all those dreams for this year will happen.  So, let’s welcome [dun.dun.dun.dun] .two.thousand.and.thirteen.!

 

“Tomorrow is always new with no mistakes in it, yet!”

 

Yes.  Yes.  Reality hit.  There’s no way all of those things would happen just like that!  But the year began with a super twist… :My grand ideas didn’t vanish: until….

 

…That day when everything seemed to go wrong.  First of all I woke up with a cold. L [I thought I just had one not that long ago.] sigh.  I guess .two.thousand.and.thirteen. found its mistakes already!

 

That same day when my imagination traveled millions of miles away to a land where I had instant replays on the moments I treasured most and where I could go back and make different choices when they didn’t turn out magically…and my schoolwork didn’t do itself.

 

That day when I leaned on the big bossy sister side of life. [sigh. When will this little girl ever learn?]

 

Then the thought came to me…what am I doing with all of these feelings?  Why am I letting them ruin my day?  Why am I letting it make my life seem so terrible?  Why do I let my joy fade away based on circumstances? Why? Why? Why?

 

Then His tender voice hit home…Why do you focus on the bad when you have all that I’ve carried you through? 

 

:Hurricane Ivan and the hardships that followed.

:Moving from place to place and all the goodbyes.

:The sleepless nights when wars with the Devil ragged.

:The times when you missed your friends the most.

 

All of these are things of the past and things I’ve carried you through…there are more hard things to come, but your focus should be on Me, not the problems…for without Me, you are nothing!

 

So here I am…a little girl in a big world with a loving Father looking out for me…Each day brings its trials and I continue to learn more of what He wants from me.  [My life. completely surrendered to Him]

 

There are days when I feel like I’ve given Him everything…then He shows me another part that is in the way of our relationship…I’m so glad that I don’t learn/go through everything at once.  I want to give Him praise for everything in my life.  I truly serve a faithful Father!


 

Now you may ask what exciting adventure await?

Well, it goes like this….

My years of school are coming to an end and unfortunately life doesn’t plan out itself…so decisions are at stake!

This coming May my entire family is moving back to the United States of America for an entire year! [deep breath] Reading, PA, here I come!

What this coming year holds for me? I really don’t know...learning to work in a paid environment J…finding my way around a strange ‘home’…and much more…

 

At this point all I can say is, PRAY!

I feel overwhelmed when I think of all that needs to happen between now and then…and the way time has been flying, I don’t really want to know how fast it will make its arrival. All I can do is trust Him!

 

And for now, so long everybody!

RaVonne S. Rhodes